[ Featuring ALIFEALIVE ]
I've been lying to myself, I'm exhausted
All the drugs didn't help, now I'm nauseous
Too f*cked up to think, I think I f*cked up yet again
I might buy another drink and make out with another friend
All the drugs inside my system be so toxic
Really thought I found a reason but I lost it
Too f*cked up to think, I think I f*cked up yet again
I might buy another drink and make out with another friend
All these drugs inside my system be so toxic
If you talkin' I won't listen if the topic
Don't revolve around the money or the cosmic
So shut your mouth, bitch, you sound idiotic
Take a shot of liquor, that shit go straight to my stomach
I ain't eat in half a day, my brain is shrinking in the oven
I ain't take my medication in 2 months, was doing nothin'
But I'm hyperventilating at the thought of trying somethin'
I'm so stressed out all the time but I ain't even f*cking hustlin'
I've been smoking weed to tame my OCD but we still tustlin'
I've been fighting with my other half, ain't have no good discussions
I'mma find a way to use my pain so that it ain't all for nothin'
I'm out of time, and I've been out of of my mind; Caus' I'm falling for you
Call a helpline, Can't tell them I want to die; I've been running from it
You want to cry, caus' you've been so traumatized; I can't make it better
I won't tell lies, if you will stay by my side; I've been fiending for it
