When I was a little kid my friends did never care, no matter how I felt or thought they just where never there, and so I spend my days alone at home thinking about how it would feel to have a friend who is a friend without a doubt. My life has been a struggle, my life has been unkind, forgot about my past pushed everything aside. The world I used to know was not the same not anymore, the first time I felt free was when I opened up this door to your mind suddenly I saw the things I searched for but could not find, in your eyes. Was I blind to realize you've always been there by my side? The pressure was released out of my head, the pressure pulled out by regret I don't neglect I run away! So now I'm facing up to a whole new life no longer more am I afraid for whatever comes within my way. From day to day I keep on going forwards through the pain. Hey can you hear me laughing standing naked in the rain. And I am cleaned from every single feeling that was locked inside my head; the raindrops wash them all away. I will make my own decisions, not to fake my time away again. I have kept some self-expression and I am still your friend to stay.