Age of Atrocity - The Cost Lyrics

I feel so lost with every step that I take
So what's the cost for my next mistake?
Take your time and things will move forward
Time is passing on but I'm still stuck in this hell

I'm still
Stuck in this Hell
I am
I am my own worst nightmare

It feels like I'm moving backwards
Or is everything else falling in reverse?
Now an Age with no redemption
The only thing I was blessed with was a curse

I
Am my own worst nightmare eating away my
Soul
Forgetting all of my proud memories
Now I'm
Trying to find something to grasp on to
But these demons
These demons won't let me escape

I'm on my own
Nowhere to turn
Another foolish choice
Constantly losing sight
I feel chills down my spine
I'm lost in my own mind

So much for a bright future...

You can't escape
You must reap what you sow
Never again can I trust in myself

My words can be golden
But actions speak louder than words

Come on!

I'm rotting from filth
Drowning in mud
Can I ever relinquish these thoughts?
Try to wash it all away
Embrace the new day
Will I ever forgive myself?
I'm falling to my knees
I will beg and I will plead
Have mercy
Am I going nowhere?

I am
I am my own worst nightmare

I'm trying to forgive myself
So what is...
What is the Cost?