I know I said some things before
I know some things I did were awful
I know that my mind was lost
I know you couldn't hold my cross
I thought mistakes were common in all of us
So why'd you cancel me
Why they keep on pushing me back
Why they keep on pulling me back
Feels like a big X on my back
Why'd you cancel I'm not Hulu I'm not Netflix I'm not bookoo
I'm just chilling getting roomie, I'm not insta I'm a movie
Why'd you cancel there goes plan b terminated who gave you the
Authority I get lonely I get lonely I get lonely I get
I feel like a monster, ogres many layers
I got all this baggage, think I need a tailor
Stepped on these land mines, couldn't beat the maze
Had to switch to land line, connect me and touch base
Everything looks different, maybe I'm just seeing clear
Maybe I just missed it, maybe I dismissed it
Maybe I'll dismantle everything that I thought I knew
Cuz being born in 92's my point of view
King in my DNA, so I know they gone test me
They gone look for any little fiber that'll trace me back to my antiques
But I can't black down now, my roots are grounded in the mountain now
They tryna cancel all the little babies but these babies calling all the shots now
How did we get here, wearing fear of God but ain't no God we fear look
How did we get here, our bodies intertwine we let it interfere with how we got here
By His love, by His grace, by His kindness, by His grace
By His mercy, by His grace, by His grace, by His grace
Why don't you have grace for me?
You shoulda waited for my redemption
Why don't you have grace for me?
I know I said some things before
I know some things I did were awful
I know that my mind was lost
I know you couldn't hold my cross
I thought mistakes were common in all of us
So why'd you cancel me
Why'd you cancel me
Poem: Teah Willingham
I have imagined us
But my imagery is not the same as reality
Streams of insecurity flow through your veins
Creating distance between us
As you end your road that leads to me
You are unwilling to fix even the little things
Maybe because the little things
Are from me