Self ¥ inflicted (feat. Daniel Laszkiewicz & Michael Guilford vocals) Video (MV)

Sickening, so sickening
My mind, my body
Abused, misused
Just another hole
In my brain
So insane
Left for dead

Every day I swallow stones to numb the pain
Now you better watch your f*cking back
Since I'm free from its grasp
Yeah, I've been through hell and back
Just to find that my mind
Will never be intact

Hell knows my name
And you gave him this pain
That you can't take away
Hell knows my name?

Now you motherf*ckers want to know why
I want to die
Why?
Drugged through the mud
And left to die

Yeah, I've been through hell and back
Just to find that my mind
Will never be intact

Hell knows my name
And you gave him this pain
That you can't take away
Hell knows my name
He knows my name
And you gave him this pain
That you can't take away
Hell knows my name

Just another hole in my head,
(my head, my head)
How many times
Before people end up dead?
Stop f*cking with my head
Why
Just give in to this disease
And let your mind free
I can't hold it in my mind

One day there was everybody with me
Except the drugs I'd take
One day everything I loved was taken from me
(All for nothing)

*¥If you or anyone you know is struggling with addiction of any kind, here are some resources to reach out to. It is never too late. You are not alone in this

*¥Call : 988 (Suicide/Crisis hotline - 24/7)
1-844-289-0879 (National Drug Helpline - 24/7)
1-800-662-4357 (SAMHSA mental/substance abuse disorder hotline - 24/7)