Aia - Void (feat. Indenial) Lyrics

I have a void, and it keeps getting bigger
This emptiness, and you were the trigger
So used to being sad, can't remember happy
Do i deserve it at all or should i settle

Got you in my ear telling me my flaws
Never good enough, listened to it all
You'd apologize and pick up the pieces
And after a while i'd start to believe it
Fell into a cycle of darkness and pain
Thought you loved me, but inside me was hate
Couldn't believe one who once made me happy
Broke me in fragments, no you didn't love me

Got a big heart, but it's under lock and key
So tired of people saying they love me
They break me down then toss me away
Rather be by myself than deal with the pain

I have a void, and it keeps getting bigger
This emptiness, and you were the trigger
So used to being sad, can't remember happy
Do i deserve it at all? or should i settle

Got you by my side, everything is wrong
Never adequate, still ingrained it all
Still apologize, but those shattered pieces
It wasn't the same, i started to feel it
Stuck in a cycle, loneliness in vain
You said that you loved me but did you mean it
Depended on you for me to be happy
You broke me in fragments no you didn't love me

I have a void, and it keeps getting bigger
This emptiness, and you were the trigger
So used to being sad, can't remember happy
Do i deserve it at all? or should i settle