Aidan Rufer - Silence (Live at London Bridge Studio - Mosaic MI's First Birthday Bash) Lyrics

It's quiet in space
It's nice besides the choking and the blue on my face
I can't hear you laugh while I cough up my lungs
I'm older than you
Maybe I'm wiser but I'm colder too
The fallout of twenty-two trips 'round the sun
Don't even whisper don't say a word
Act like my voice is the first that you've heard
You don't understand it so don't even try
But if I don't get this out I think I might die in my silence
Breaking my brain like a dream
I don't want violence
I don't want your pity
I just need to scream
Our little ship crashed
You lost it and the doors were blown off in the blast
You laugh as you wish me a cold day in hell
I just wanted an oxygen mask for myself
I never did tell you and maybe it's sad
But you were the best thing that I ever had
You used all my secrets to strike where it hurts
And I can't deny that the only thing worse is the silence
Breaking my brain like a dream
I don't want violence
I don't want you pity
I just need to scream
And you still made your way back to me
As if nothing had happened and I was the fool who folded
I gave you the sun and you sold it
Don't even whisper don't say a word
I'm stuck in a vacuum you'll never be heard
You don't need to fix me so don't even try
I got what I wanted I'm fine
I just want Silence
To stick to this world like a rumor
I don't want violence
I just want to be rid of this tumor
I don't need your help to make me well
You just want to fix me so you don't have to dwell
On the things that you said and the way that it hurt
And I can't deny that the only thing worse is the silence
Breaking my brain like a dream
I don't want violence
I just want to know that you'll leave