Hate myself just a little bit little bit
Wake up every morning and pop my pills with a yeti
Then I get out of bed and barely know where I'm headed shit
I barely get to yawning fore' the voices are yelling
I got a problem with these voices like a damn schizophrenic
They telling me I'm not worth it nothing is working
I'm just below the surface and my thoughts are in cursive
Monsters always lurking need a percocet for pain
Haunted by my purpose always creating a person I don't wanna be
Lessons I don't want to see
Mama want me sober my girl just want me over
My brothers feel the distance these excuses I've been listing
While I buckle up my fist and punch the wall until it's missing
Kiss her face I'm always pissed
Coughing often kiss the bong
Weed just help the coping drinking leave me broken
But I just keep on smokin' though it runnin' up anxiety
Miles high and dying close my eyes and often ask myself why I always
Hate myself just a little bit little bit
Man tomorrow might just bring you to the moon
I'm aiming to the for the stars hope to see it soon
F*ck complaining like you think your life will change by doing nothing
Contemplating suicide but even then you're only bluffin'
So what the f*cks the point now?
F*ck em' all
I got nowhere to point now blame God
But tomorrow always coming so you find a way to move on
But it's only up to you only up to you
Guess it's only up to me to fall in love with me
I fall get up scraped knees
It's all the same to me
Hate myself just a little bit little bit