Feelin Like Video (MV)

It's hard to be sober if you feelin' like shit
But I don't wanna be a stoner in all seriousness
People rich but not free, still they feel like the shit
Even on anesthesia, you still feelin' this shit
Why am I losin' brain cells every day
Just to cope with the pain, it's gotta be a better way

I be feeling like I need a good escape cause at the end of the day, shit just be leaving me drained
Different lies for different people, different eyes for different sequels
And they still don't even see who like they hidin' to mislead you
They surprised like nice to meet you, man I've seen you before
But will I greet you, nah i just leave you to explore
Playin' hide-and-seek, you be the seeker, but it's lookin' like you can't even reach it
I'm precise when I hit your mind, spirit, and ego
You high but in your lower self, lookin' like a weak hoe

Wishin' for a hero, but I can't save you And I never would try
If I had met you, I couldn't think of a better goodbye
Hypothetical, but I could never go back We exist in the present
So don't dwell on the past And I could tell when you brash

And I could tell who would last And you could tell by the smell
That I'm inhalin' some gas And I could tell when a wack rapper
Tryna hop on the mic Tell him, get it off it
If he wanna survive And that we weak shit and gossip be the shit I don't like

Don't be speaking all conscious, if it's all a disguise Won't compromise my mind
To some weak-ass rhymes Might as well be blind
If you can't read between the lines Believin' in lies

The poison they feeding minds The reason why?
For control of your life