Aija - If Only Lyrics

All these nights I lied
Awake with nothing to refrain me, kindly
Oh I'll do anything, and everything
Just to change
I can't eat, I can't sleep this world is
Nothing but a dream

So why do I feel like I'm dying?
Inside
Why can't I feel my heart beating?
So why do I feel like I'm dying?
Inside
Why can't I feel my heart beating?

I guess I'm never over it
Will I ever be satisfied?
If only I could cry
Will that mean I will feel again?
Feel again?

Feel again

There was the man I saw
His face so empty offering my sanity
Oh I'll do anything, and everything
Just to get out
I'm so sick of all these lies I've been feeding to myself

So why do I feel like I'm dying?
Inside
Why can't I feel my heart beating?
So why do I feel like I'm dying?
Inside
Why can't I feel my heart beating?

I guess I'm never over it
Will I ever be satisfied?
If only I could cry?
Will that mean I will feel again?
Feel again?

The snake it lies beneath my cries
Where did you hide? Inside my mind?

Why do I feel like I'm dying?
Why do I feel like I'm dying?
Again

Again
I thought you were my friend
You brought me to the end
The end, the end

I guess I'm never over it
Will I ever be satisfied?
If only I could cry
If only I could cry
If only I could cry

Cry
Cry
Cry

Over it