Listen
I pull outside
Ready for the function
When I see about 3 guys
Drunk as hell within hypnosis
I
Walk upstairs instantly seeing my homegirl
Up the stairs I went I'm all tripping over myself
Damn
Get it together
No blame
Just nervous
Hadnt been outside since Thursday looking kinda homeless
Wait
What's that mean and should I keep the cycle going
Of saying some random things
Without thinking it goes unnoticed
I need to feel me
See this why ion go out
I haven't been tending to my feelings
I need to feel me
See this why Ion go out
I haven't been tending to my feelings
I
Bump the beat
Have some drinks
Not feeling me
But feeling great
Getting a call
From my mama
I drank too much alkuhol
Little imposta
Mama asking where I'm at
Im at a party ma
She says Aila why you there
Ya mental not up to par
I try to reason saying
Ma! We going out to the bars
But now it don't even make sense
Man I'm so confused
Home girl she ain't seeing a thang
Aww damn
Back to back it's me myself again
The big homie
I put the O in big OG
A reflection
Everywhere I go a big mirror
Now I see me
My body wanna give out
And now my mouth tasting sour
We been two steppin to a beat for How many hours?
Whatta bore
Is this what i deemed as experiencing more?
Man
What was I thinking?
I knew I didn't wanna party
Yet I still went out looking for a party
I knew I didn't wanna party
Yet I still went out looking for a party
I need to feel me
See this why Ion go out
I haven't been tending to my feelings
I need to feel me
See this why Ion go out
I haven't been tending to my feelings
We on da way home
Feelin tired ready to return back home to our thrones
The throne within
The driver chattin us up about deep topics
Now we're intrigued
He's dropping knowledge
Wisdom
Reminding us power
Telling us to go home and wash off
Take back what's ours
To be mindful of our hours
He drops us off
We tip him well
Give thanks for all his blessings
Go inside
Get ready to sleep good with all our lessons
And I don't have no problems with partying
But when I'm trying to avoid something brewing within me
That's where shit starts to go left
And now I'm starting to see
I enjoy my people but not when I'm trying to flee
I'm beginning to be
More aware of what I'm feeling within
And I realize that I do crave Human Connection
But not artificially nor only when I'm drunk
I enjoy my people sober getting down and getting crunk
Yuh
Getting down and getting crunk
Yuh yuh yuh
Getting down and getting crunk
Yeahhh
Getting down and getting crunk
I enjoy my people sober
Getting down and getting crunk