Airay - Who You Choose Lyrics

Jesus, maybe I wasn't meant to teach this last night
It was a miracle, it was a miracle
Sometimes, well, maybe all the time
You can't be the version of yourself that resides in others' minds

They're scared to find what they don't dare to share
When they hide emotion, devotion, love spells, magical potions
We live in hell just to see glimpses of heaven
A million diamonds set across blue oceans

Feel like the world moving two times
And I'm stuck in slow motion
Like who and what's next
Am I doomed? Am I blessed

At the end, will the scales be heavy or less
And my heart is left, soul not ready
Karma comes and says, next life
Next eyes, next price

Living in a game, it's just the same
Everybody thinks it's the end times
I could shatter your soul, but it's just my rhymes
In the beginning, I was told it was weak to be kind

Seek to be alive, rather not die
With all this love left behind
In the dust, too many nights
Saying enough is enough, oh

In the beginning, I was told
Too many nights
Saying enough is enough
And they put on cuffs, try to control the animal

This time, I was looking in their eyes
What's tangible, I was eating alive
Becoming a cannibal
Every night, I go to sleep, it's like Amityville

Dreams are no longer dreams, nightmares haunting
What could and what used to be
Visions you would never understand
They never told you when you were young

It was so hard to become a man
Trying to escape quicksand
No more capes, just gotta withstand
All this rage, all this hate

All this fate in one hand
And the other not sure what to do
Living in this land, of what should I do
Holding on to what's true, oh

I speak it till my face turn blue
There used to be weekends, chilling with my crew
Now it's just weak friends, don't know who's who
Growing up ain't easy

Especially realizing
A man's gotta do what he gotta do
Everyone dies alone
Yo, no thank you

I respect it when they all go home
Basically what I'm saying is that you're on your own
Learning when you're young, not when you're old
And they put it back in our cages

In my dreams, can someone tell me who these are
Faces gotta be some sort of divine
That makes this, only thing we got wrong
Is we're not supposed to find where we came from

Since it's all progressive
Never will make or change or raise us
It will only make us fear this
Which is something that we can't erase us

Or replace us
We gotta stop looking
And stop living in fear
No likes, hearts, woes or tears

I do it, cause only a few got me
In between they ears
Yo, I wasted a lot of years
Chased a lot of tears, faced a lot of stares

Walking in the room, look who's here
Thought I had loyalty
Until I grew a little reflection
Said now it's just you, correction

Just me, no you, until you understand
Rewind that and let us take a stew
Difference between a person and a person you choose
In between your eyes

And who everyone else sees
What's this, to be alive
What's next
Bye bye

Countless just like the rest
Deleted everything I had written
And I swear to god
It was the realest shit I ever wrote

Creature, so I'm back up
It was always my turn
So I had haters
Jealous ass motherf*ckers

That didn't like my moves
And the way I did it
So easy
And I learned

No friends left
After my girls had the next
See my peril
Like I see

And I go deeper
Than the rest
Now I gotta end it with the reaper
Oh

My moves
After my girls
And I seen
The apex

You climbing
I'm laughing
As the wings
I flex shit

Though
It's still the r
I should've stopped
Way back when

Yo
I don't care, I'm gonna end it
So I got no friends left
After my girls

Had the next
Seen the peril
Yeah
Like I go deeper

Than the rest
Now I gotta end it with the reaper
You know where we go next
About 16 stages

Downtown dantes
Obelisk
See you at the apex
You climbing

I'm laughing
I'm laughing at
The wings that I flex
Shit though

Still the art
Nevertheless
F*ck what they say
And what they project

Just remember who you are
There's nothing but
You left
Love

Is hard
Especially
Trying to tell a definition
Bar to bar

Bawitabaw
It's the kid
Bawithebaw
It's the kid

And I rock it like
And I rock it
And I rock it
See you at the apex

You climbing
I'm laughing
I'm laughing at
The wings that I flex