Aircube - homesick Lyrics

Should've made an excuse not to call
But I don't know if I hate you, or I'm just scared that I might fall
Fall back in the trap that bruised my knees
On my knees for more chances, to complete new memories
But I guess it's too late now, you moved on pretty quick
And to be fair, so did I
But was that a lie

Guess we'll never know, I'm running far away
To find a new place to rest tonight

I wish I could say that, with a straight face
'Cause, of course, I gotta face the fact I lost my safe space
I tore up the shelter, lit a match, and burnt all of it down
Now all I can do in the rain is drown
I'm homesick in my very own hometown

Looking around at my friends, they're getting jobs
Judging by how quick I've lost things, I'd give me two days, tops
All I have to be proud of is how bad I suck at loss
But I could write it out and get some forced applause

But maybe, just maybe, if I had nothing to say
Maybe, just maybe, they all would stay

I wish I could say that, with a straight face
'Cause, of course, I gotta face the fact I lost my safe space
I tore up the shelter, lit a match, and burnt all of it down
Now all I can do in the rain is drown
I'm homesick in my very own hometown

(He gives you everything you wanted)
(I gave you everything I had)
(It wasn't enough, I know)
(Isn't that sad)
(Isn't it just sad)

I wish I could say that, with a straight face
'Cause, of course, I gotta face the fact I lost my safe space
I tore up the shelter, lit a match, and burnt all of it down
Now all I can do in the rain is drown
I'm homesick in my very own hometown