Airwick - Sad Shit Lyrics

I'm not one to rap about sad shit
But there's a time where you think you're fine
Then you look in the mirror and realize you're crying
You feel the pain, you think you're insane
Left on you like a stain
Wondering why can't it go away
All the hate and all the fakes
Asking why can't it go my way
Little do they know you'd sell your soul
Just to see your homies glow
But when it comes down to you
Nobody moves, looking like they're stuck in glue
Asking what i gotta do, just to be happy too
They say life's a game but it feels the same
Always getting hit with pain
Nobody but myself to blame

Thought that we were real
Ain't text back girl what's the deal
Thinking that i'm made of steel
Don't know how to f*cking feel
Yeah I thought that we were tight
But I knew it ain't feel right
Counting all these sleepless nights
Like this was my biggest fright

Depression is the most lethal weapon
It can hit when you're getting dressed and
Make you stop pursuing passions
Asking why this shit is happening
Gotta stop asking why, gotta just get on by
Guess I've learned my lesson
Gotta stop second guessing
But imma just try my best
Just to be like the rest
Fake my smile for a while, then shut it down just like a dial
No more sad shit, this is the last bit
Had to clear my mind just so you could understand it
I've been in the dumps, and this is just a slump
I'll be back on top and i'm not gonna stop