Aishvan & OAJEEH - distant memories Lyrics

Acting like you ain't been on a trial
2 years wasted acting like a child
I tried to find the best this shit
But i woke up and i realized
I deserve way more than this
It's crazy how you got me here it's wild
Used to blame myself, so it was mild
But it was never my fault, was it?
Cause you wasted my time
When i could've been living in my own bliss
All I wanted was to start over
Ruin good things, I really told ya
None of this was easy, and you made it harder
Falling deeper into one night
Now I
Deserve the right to be angry
No, you don't get to share the feelings
Don't need revenge
I'm just angry
I'm just angry, oh
Cause you cheat and I feel it
F*ck the basics, cause i'm bleeding
No side shit, I was healing
But then you cheat and i'm angry
All I want are distant memories, memories
Forget about this shit and move it away from me
Please become a goddamn memory, memory
I hate being angry at you, just let me be
I moved on the baseline
Catching all these cameras, catching FaceTime
You would've loved being all mine
Time to f*cking mourn what you had had
Right here, right now
Don't sit, don't frown
Don't come back here, when he's gone to shit, nah back down
I'm not around, no i'm not around
Leave me alone, I'm done with you now
You cheat, I feel it
F*ck the basics, cause i'm bleeding
No side shit, i was healing
But then you cheat and i'm angry
All i want are distant memories
Memories
Forget about this shit and move past the point of agony
Please become a memory, a memory
I hate being angry at you, just lemme be
Hold up hold up
Don't let me be there
Pull up pull up
Don't let me see you
Hold up hold up
Don't make me get there
Pull up pull up
I don't wanna see you
Move back
Watch attack
Watch me be the person you can't escape
Sit back
And relax
As I watch you realize you're mistakes
Get your shit out the door (yuh)