AJ - Velveta Lyrics

I don't live inside reality
I'm catching more feelings than niggas is catching allergies
My salary is any integer multiply it by zero
Ironically making ends meet by eating celery
Don't you look down on me
Looking for love in the wrong place
Starting falling for my best friend's blank
We've been dogs since we kids, he's protective of his kin
But she'll never understand this life that I live
She was sweatpants, hair tied, chillin' with no make up
I was handcuffed, hog tied, police claimed I had a gun
So they waived theirs in my face, detained for my race
And like an shattered iPhone I avoided a case
And that's just something never told
Tell me will she ever know
Only in my poetic lyrics my heart unfolds
Cause all my life I learned to hold my innermost inclinations
Misogynistic maybe but made from pure desperation
Defensive mechanism of my imaginiation
From a boy with a world to play in to a man without a place in
Guess I'll be popping champagne for all these bottled emotions
They say life is a beach, how many drowned in the ocean?

But really I'm as happy as can be
Looking at my face you can see
Cheddar made that smile it's just cheese
Liquidous gold on my face for emotions that I hold
Maybe I'll just smile more

Tell me you love me, baby tell me you need me
Even though I know you don't love me
Even though all you do is deceive me
My last weekend in town & we playing these wicked games
Your membership is expired so please exit the premises
Why you in my memory?
Never known love but the pain is familiar
Heartbreak for inspiration is the only way I can deal with
I'm painting pictures so vivid that quadriplegics
Can feel the pain, it's inhuman
I guess the thing about love is you ain't got no back up
Rather be cuddled up than drunk as f*ck in the club
Matter of fact I might post it up
On social media for you to see it
With a smile so big on my face that maybe I'll believe it

Let it go, let it go
With a smile on my face that resembles liquid gold
Let it go, let it go
Don't you let em see you down
Don't you ever let em know
Let it go, let it go
With a smile on my face that resembles liquid gold
Let it go, let it go
Don't you let em see you down
Let your little light show