AJ John - Take It Back Lyrics

The choice I could have made
The moment of disgrace
I wish I walked away that day
Hard working, yet I lost
Distracting all of us
Destruction brought upon myself
Decision insecure
A time I wasn't sure
Consequences Lingering
The rude and vile remarks
The anger that I sparked
I let the darkness in without a thought
If I could float my way back to those days
What would I do? What could I do
All the things that I could change
Would I change? Should I change
The time I didn't talk
Instead I made her walk
To lock the feelings far away
The moment that I missed
Swearing, I was pissed
Oh why, This never ending list
Everything I made
You do for me to save myself
Yet I let you suffer
Each time I lied in sin
And lost without a win
Let the darkness in all on a whim
If I could float my way back to those days
What would I do? What could I do
All the things that I could change
Would I change? Should I change
The past is far behind they say
Just look ahead to brighter days
Theres nothing left to do
Nothing left for you
But still I feel like
The things I did and sacrificed
Made me look far ahead
And made me doubt instead
Take me back to take it back
Take me back to take it back
Take me back to take it back
Take me back, I wanna take it back
So if I float my way back to those days
What would I do? What could I do
All the things that I could change
Would I change? Should I change
The past is far behind the way
I'll look ahead to brighter days
Theres nothing I can change
And nothing I would change
And now I realize
The things I did and sacrificed
Have shown me who I am today
They made me who I am