Akilla - not reality Lyrics

She left me for the next guy
And never said goodbye
Never knew why
All u did was really lie
Wanna show you my love
I just need loyalty
Wasn't so sure who I was
This is not reality
Wasn't so sure
How I feel about it
Now I'm insecure
So I'm really thinkin bout it
I be up for hours
Wishin somethin would happen
She don't want me anymore
She jus did me dirty
Even after all that I still love her
Thinkin bout it I cannot recover
Thinkin bout her wanna be above her
Treat her like no other
Reminiscing, wanna make me suffer
Heart was always red now she wanna change the color
Went to her crib and I hate what I discovered
Secrets kept from me had to be uncovered
She left me for the next guy
And never said goodbye
Never knew why
All u did was really lie
Wanna show you my love
I just need loyalty
Wasn't so sure who I was
This is not reality
Wasn't so sure
How I feel about it
Now I'm insecure
So I'm really thinkin bout it
I be up for hours
Wishin' somethin would happen
She don't want me anymore
Sometimes I don't know why I'm livin'
She don't understand the pain that I'm feelin
Everything you did was amazing
Hurt me so much, my hearts been breakin'
Happened so fast, I couldn't believe it
Shawty took her things, told me she was leavin'
She would never tell, how she felt
Would stay quiet, and keep it to herself
Wish you told me from the start you gon' break my heart
Should've broken my heart quicker
Her little laugh was always my lil trigger
Lost in my shadows, she would be the flicker
Thinkin she moved on, deleting them pictures
All for you
All the things you did, I undid
Said I wouldn't but I did
Show you my love