I've never been to sure about anything in my life - but I guess I'm sure of this.
I've finally made up my mind about everything.
There are people who have come and gone and they've all hurt me.
So now I'm gona f*ck them - like they f*cked me.
I never ate.
I never slept.
Unless you were here with me - and that's not how its meant to be.
WHAT WOULD YOU DO!
If I took a knife in my hand and stuck it in me - you would just sit and watch me bleed.
I'm taking time to release all my fears - let them all run out - don't want to waste no more tears.
Soon I'll be fine, living life with no more pain - never being hurt - never fall in love again.
So this is it.
No more shit.
No one can get to me - and that is how it's gonna be.
IT FEELS REAL GOOD!
not to feel anything -that is what I want for me- without your love I can be happy.
Do you understand what I'm trying to say?
Without love everyone can be OK
I've been hurt so many times I think that it's too late.
Why bother loving - it's too easy to hate.
There is no need to fall in love.
There is no need to fall apart.