Aktlast - MURDEROUS Lyrics

I'm feeling murderous, like a f*cking masochist
I'm losing my f*cking sanity, like who the hell thought of this?
Feeling like I'm J.B. forgetting my f*cking memory
Wake up in the morning wonder who the f*ck gon anger me
I'm feeling lazy, somebody get my xannies
Oh wait, I don't have any let's go get some ecstasy
The demons in my mind, they seem to be afraid of me
Let's start a f*cking war maybe I'll become a prodigy
I'm popping Xanax, like a glass of lemonade
The demons in my mind always seem to form a barricade
I wanna leave them here but I'm feeling like a renegade
All my Inner Demons wanna take me on an escapade
Yeah, I'm losing my mind
Trapped with my demons for the longest of time
Feeling this insanity I'm losing my mind
Feeling like I'm losing it, my concept of time

I'm feeling murderous, call me Richtofen
Get in front of me Ima put you in a coffin
Going crazy like I'm Joker, Jared Leto
My sanity has gone from one hundred to zero
Used to say that I would jump off of the Golden Gate
Now I'm sitting here working hard just tryna contemplate
Losing my mind or ending my time
I'm never really sure so I guess I gotta compensate
Used to tell myself that I'd be dead by twenty-three
Twenty-two now hoping that I'll live to see
The world becoming better, a new trendsetter
Praying that this world can become something better