Akuu - Girl On The Moon Lyrics

I never had the love, never had support
My purpose as a child was someone she could extort
My life was living hell, count it back into '04
My class did show and tell, I had nothing to show for
Shit, I was neglected as a child
'cuz my aunt had made a slave of me that's why I never smile
F*ck this distance, why don't you stay here for awhile
Try to understand my mind, and get aquatinted my style
But, I understand if you don't
I'm like a chip that you swallowed then got stuck in your throat
I'm on a boat, riding waves out of words that I wrote
I know you couldn't see it then, but this is different I hope
Listen, I'm just a broken lost soul
All that trauma took it's toll
But I climbed my way out the hole
Feel like I've known you forever
I told myself that it'd get better
But I still love you whatever
I'll just... keep moving on I guess
I mean... That's all you really can do
Quit living in the past and shit... although you know what?
Hold up
Thinking back to the day when we first met
You had no idea how those years that I searched went
Should've gave up, but I felt something it made sense
You don't know how much it meant
Everything I love about the world, I see inside of you girl
Built me up, You're like a diamond or pearl
But tere's no peace...
You're like a angel from heaven
And I don't believe in god, but I still pray you're a blessing
Don't be lesson, 'cuz you could lessen my pain
Or you could mess with my brain
See you and I are the same
This ain't a game that I've been playing
I shoot my shot when I aim
And I never miss, so why you dodging this flame
Its just emotion that's inside
And if I don't express it now I know I'll never be alright
I had this vision in my sights
And made a mission I would fight
To see it through, well if I fail at least I tried so
Maybe... its this feeling of nostalgia
That completely consumes me when Im around you
And I try to shake it off, but its just wont die