[ Featuring the Pigeon ]
I'm sitting and I'm waiting in hades
Can't stand the sight of evil
So I'm slipping on my shades
It'll be a miracle if I live to see these better days
F*cked my life so hard
No love it was all hate
Sad thing was it could've been great
As I sit here and I wait
I know it's too late
Pardon me a part of me is ripped for all eternity
For all to see
Hatred turned on anger who betrayed envy
Where's my mercy
Asking for forgiveness
Internally I'm bleeding
Can't see a thing I know its leaving
Back on earth will they be grieving
Feel for me please it's all I ask
All I want
To know people cared, that there was hope
Share my pain
If I get it back I'd go through this shit again
Do it all the same
I'm done playing the blame game
I own my guilt I own my shame
My tears aren't enough so let it rain
I knew it was all a fallacy
Rippin down portraits of everything I could've been
Why you make it fall on me
For what its worth I can't even remember me
My memory no stability
Deny me the inner me
A forgotten war and no peace was ever gonna come before
Never feared hell no promise of eternity
Just happened to murder me
Homicide
But I did it on my own
Suicide
Why you lying saying I'll be fine
When clearly I ain't fine
You don't know the workings of my mind
Seeing ain't believing
Believe in what I'm saying
You know the path to redemption
Didn't get a mention
One more chance
One last dance
Destiny
Test me
Destine me to greatness
I'll leave you with a promise
No more lies
I'll be honest
Upon It
Sitting on the right side
He let me on it
