I've been fighting all these demons
Demons, no, no
You don't even know the pain I've been through
You don't even know the times I cried
I've been fighting all these demons
You won't ever see me I be speeding
Swerving out of traffic like I'm feenin
Tryna find
Tryna find peace that I'm needing now
You don't even know the pain I've been through
You don't even know the times I cried
You don't even know the loss I've been through
I've been hurting tryna fight this life
So much pain in my city
Disdain for my city
Mayor said he would bring change to my city
Body after body count
Raised in my city, Little homie lost his pops and got raised by the city
I was raised by the 50, the train by the chippies
Knock him down to size, son, he aim for the Achilles
Hurt people, hurt people, gotta make them feel me Cause these little niggas seem to forgot
That
I've been fighting all these demons
You won't ever see me I be speeding
Swerving out of traffic like I'm feenin
Tryna find
Tryna find peace that I'm needing now
You don't even know the pain I've been through
You don't even know the times I cried
You don't even know the loss I've been through
I've been hurting tryna fight this life
Rainy days no discussion
I've been sipping mixes tryna stop from the depression
I waited for my blessings
Lost so many soldiers got me wondering how they resting
Jumpin' out of breath
Running out of time
I've been moving slowly tryna make things right
Moving like a pawn
The king's on sight
Calling checkmate
That's the game of life
I've been fighting all these demons
You won't ever see me I be speeding
Swerving out of traffic like I'm feenin
Tryna find
Tryna find peace that I'm needing now
You don't even know the pain I've been through
You don't even know the times I cried
You don't even know the loss I've been through
I've been hurting tryna fight this life
Feel like I've been fighting for a minute
Surviving for a minute
Outgunning now man, just keep trying till I get it
Forever hard headed, ever since my mom said it
Take that heart off your sleeve before you get your arms severed
Battered, bruised, left with broken bones
All them home visits led to a broken home
All them long nights back when you would call my phone
And I ain't answer once cause I was too busy
I've been fighting all these demons
You won't ever see me I be speeding
Swerving out of traffic like I'm feenin
Tryna find
Tryna find peace that I'm needing now
You don't even know the pain I've been through
You don't even know the times I cried
You don't even know the loss I've been through
I've been hurting tryna fight this life