Alamance - Lost in the Search Party Lyrics

My light is out now
I'm just a shadow
Glowing red behind the eyes of a martyr
The world has turned its back
My madness setting in
This concentrated rage is all I have left of life

I never thought I'd lose control
But now I can't remember who I was before

I can't find a sense of who I was
I can't find a sense of who I was

Strike the vengeance inside
Clear my head for something more

I've been waiting a thousand years for this sign
But now that it's here I can't keep from choking on the grinds
Lost somewhere between the coward and the crown
I'm better off dead
I'm better off farther away than trying to fight this

My entire life
I've been searching
For the angels buried down in the dirt
Now my arms are aching
From digging up the backyard where I left you