nothing's forever Video (MV)

If you could hear my thoughts
Darling what would you think?
I think that you'd be terrified
Knowing I never meant anything by it

And if you could wear this skin
Darling how would you feel?
I think you'd try to cut it off, drawing blood
Make it stop, as soon as you did

But if nothing's forever why can't I get better
It's been a year and I'm still the same
And I can't find the feeling, I don't have reason
I'm too f*cking numb to feel pain

If I could read your mind
Would it make this all easier
Would I finally just let you go, call it off
But I wouldn't mean any of it

Could I sleep at night
And not stare at the ceiling
God what is he thinking
Now I'm stuck reliving when you cut it off
Drew the blood you made it stop as soon as I did

But if nothing's forever why can't I get better
It's been a year and I'm still the same
And I can't find the feeling, I don't have reason
I'm too f*cking numb to feel pain
I'm too f*cking numb to feel pain