ALB - New Low Lyrics

Insecurities running deep
Losin' my mind from lack of sleep
All these damn voices talkin' to me
Down one more to dull their speech
Maybe just crack another joke
Take it to my grave, keep it in my throat
Or let 'em see right through this smoke
Save some face and go for broke 'cause
I guess I hit a new low
I guess I lost all control
I spend my life just clownin'
Kept myself from drownin'
But the waters on the rise
There's been so much shit on my mind
Need to catch my breath, take my time
Don't voice concern, just say I'm fine
Take the fear and doubt in my stride
Maybe I'll fade into the black
Turn to dust fall through the cracks
Or ditch this nose own what I lack
But I grit my teeth and I just laugh 'cause
This is just the way that it's always been
Never venture out my zone I settle in
Don't really care how the story ends
It's been over long before it ever began
I guess I hit a new low
I guess I lost all control
I spend my life just clownin'
Kept myself from drownin'
But the waters on the rise
Lose my mind, losin' sleep
Down one more, let it be
Lose my mind, losin' sleep
Crack a joke, grit my teeth
Lose my mind, losin' sleep
In my zone, never leave
Lose my mind, losin' sleep
One last laugh, all I need
I guess I hit a new low
I guess I lost all control
I spend my life just clownin'
Kept myself from drownin'
But the waters on the rise