I never thought that I could drink the pain away
And deep inside it's always easier to stay
High up in the mountains
Buried in the shame
My head keeps pounding and it's driving me insane
I think I'm suffocating
I've got this hole in my chest
And I think it's spreading to my head
I keep on hoping when I wake up
Everyone I know is dead
This is everyday this is my dichotomy
So put a rope around my neck
And remember every word I said:
I've got this hate inside me
So tear me down and sin just to spite me
This is my greatest weapon
To destroy any chance you had of helping me
I don't need your help
I'm dying on the inside and I'm just fine
I've done this enough to know
This is it there's no
Redemption or relief
From the voice inside my head
It keeps on calling and calling and calling
From inside my head
I never thought that I could drink the pain away
And deep inside it's always easier to stay
High up in the mountains
Buried in the shame
My head keeps pounding and it's driving me insane
I think I'm suffocating