Living In Darkness Video (MV)

Yeah, AL-Be-Zoo-X
My short breath is followed by the vortex
Am I finally free from all this damn stress
I know not, I've repented a lot, but so what

My repeated sins made my ego swell up
Disbelieving in a way, hold up
Going insane, using any excuse to fill my heart with hate
No escape, forsake to live behind bars

For the rest of my days, probably in segregation
For fighting in the yard
Enjoy one hour of rec time, then go back to getting scars
Living in darkness, living in darkness

Got me feeling truly heartless, I know I'm walking astray
Straight to the coffin, we used to be like nonsense
Cause this is how it was back then
When Police flashed they lights, that's when I ran

Looking at the pears around me, man, I deserve a chance
Moving them milligrams so I could move up to a grand
But while I'm living, I'm feeling condemned, it's quicksand
Quick to understand nobody strived for my plans

Friend is loyal only to a certain extent
My own OG's got six niggas in the pen
This infested environment, infested with insects
I been smoke weed to release stress

If I gotta meet death, then I gotta meet success
My Lord bless the souls that live low and give them rest
It's best if I take my shahada before I die like Malcolm X
So I can pass this test, why would Allah put me through all this mess

Living in darkness, got me feeling truly heartless
Living in darkness, got me feeling truly heartless
Living in darkness, got me feeling truly heartless
I dig deep in my heart, most of my life has been dark

Memories scarred, but I never quit, though life is hard
There's been times where I've pushed it too far on a person
Death has a reason and you know my life has a purpose
Searching for the truth, most of my life I've been lied to

With all the shit I'm going through, I'mma have to advise you
I'm the type of brother that you gon' have to say bye to
My heart full of vengeance, but I'm stuck in survival mode
Mold Like the globe, I needed something to hold

That a bullet holes that could've left some marks on my dome
I found more reasons to keep on believing
F*ck a season, I'mma keep on increasing
What's the reason? Well I gotta get my life back on track

I got kids to feed, you wouldn't wanna f*ck with that
I've put work in, freedom it's what I'm searching
God forgive me, my real intentions was just to hurt em