They never listen to a word that I say maybe it's hard hear
I bet they don't believe when I say this life is full of fear
Legally blind but the hate I can See is pretty clear
The end is getting viciously close it's getting really near
They know my name but they Don't know my story
Been through a lot and all this crying is getting annoying
Might as well go on ignoring
My mental state of mind
I'm really tired of staying wide awake at night
Now here's reason I go missing weeks
I try to fix myself cause all I ever feel is defeat
Got on my knees and begged the Lord for forgiveness I must have Begged the wrong one cause till This day I haven't gotten my answer
I'm not the greatest of all time But I'm tired and I wanna put the ball down
Rest in peace Ricky rick man he gone now
I can't explain the way I felt when he left but ya'll wont find out cause you don't know
You don't know me I said you
You don't know me I said you You don't know me I said you
Oh no oh no no no no no
I said you don't know nothing about me
Look forget what you heard Them niggas lied about it
I'm kicking you to the curb
And ain't know don't about it I'm struggling with my verse Don't know what the right amount is
I swear to God I feel like killing dawg
I'm psychopath I'm suicidal I'm a ticking bomb
I still don't yeah I still don't understand what they see in me
I swear to God I feel like they be Teasing me you you don't know me
I said you oh no oh no no no no no I said
I said I hope I make it out alive Cause if I carry on this way
I'm guaranteed to die
And if I one day disappear
I hope you realise
I was just being nice
But that don't mean I want being real I'm the real deal you feel me But I won't lie all the things I've said were just really true
All of the things about me that you thought you really knew Imma be honest some of the things were barely true
I think it's time you knew that You don't know you don't know me I said