Alecxander - Seasons Lyrics

Discovery's Four
Computers now have primary control
Of critical vehicle functions
Nice to be in orbit
People change with the season
Come and go like the season
Yeah I changed
But I had a reason
Look
I am not the same person from before I discovered pain
(yeah)
Not really sentimental but I'd really like to escape
(yeah)
From my past from the judgment
All my peers looking down on me
(yeah)
I wanna go back to drinking cheap spirits up on balconies
(yeah)
And yeah I'm growing older
But part of me feels like it don't matter
Why?
Because real happiness doesn't come in life
It comes after
(yeah)
Finally reunited with everyone that you lost
Then you can answer the question
"Was it all worth the cost?"
And the love you once craved
Comes in flowers over your grave
They love you more once you're gone away
And that's okay
Seasons
People change with the season
Come and go like the seasons
(Yeah) Yeah I changed
But I had a reason
(reason, look, aye)
Your phone only rings when they need you
(Uh)
All the fake love love is see through
I see it in clear view
(Uh)
Even when you're not yourself
They still expect you to come through
(Come through)
And then have the audacity to not even say "Thank You"
But it all comes with the season
People change with the season (Uh)
Come and go with the seasons (Look)
Yeah I changed but I had a reason
But I had a reason
Look
A reason to go the other way
Say you're doing good without me and you hope that I'm okay
I don't need a fake apology - I need you to be real
You never understand me when I tell you how I feel
Do I speak a foreign language that you cannot comprehend?
I was there for you regardless of the hatred that I felt
Resentment building up until it turned into disgust
So tell me what is love when you lose all of your trust?
But I guess we can rebuild but before we can move on
Let me apologize for any wrong that I've done
My tongue can be cruel when I feel like I'm ignored
Sending shots back and forth and we're always keeping score
And then I become distant and that's really when I'm done
So if this what you wanted then I guess you won
Yeah you changed like the seasons
People change with the season
Come and go like the seasons
Look
Yeah I changed but I had my reasons
No I won't tell you what I'm thinking
When you speak I don't even believe it
I only came here to tell you that I'm leaving
You said you loved me, but did you really mean it?
Or was it only for a season?