[Intro]
Locked away my secrets, thought they'd stay in place
Now these metal drawers just echo my disgrace
[Verse 1]
Used to write my heart out, hidden from their eyes
Folded paper dreams up, locked between the lies
Masha found my weakness, spread it through the halls
Now these metal echoes bounce off concrete walls
F*ck trust, it's just rust in my veins
Each creak of that drawer brings back all that pain
[Chorus]
Can't keep shit safe anymore
Since you pulled open that drawer
My sanctuary turned to shame
Now every word bears your name
Cold steel against my skin
Reminds me where I've been
Where I've f*cking been
[Verse 2]
Little kid with big dreams, hiding in plain sight
Till you took my pages, turned my day to night
Built these walls around me, stronger than before
Every whispered secret stays behind closed doors
Memory's like shrapnel, cutting deep inside
Desk drawer's just a coffin where my trust has died
[Bridge]
Sometimes I still hear that sound
Metal scraping, coming down
Click-clack, snap-back
Everything I am under attack
Childhood dies in metal graves
While everyone just walks away
[Chorus]
Can't keep shit safe anymore
Since you pulled open that drawer
My sanctuary turned to shame
Now every word bears your name
Cold steel against my skin
Reminds me where I've been
Where I've f*cking been
[Outro]
Lock it all away now
Nothing left to say now
Just the echo of betrayal in these halls
Just the ghost of who I was before the fall