[Intro]
Playground echoes in my mind
Torn pages, can't leave it behind
First grade memories never fade
The trust that Masha f*cking betrayed
[Verse 1]
Little notes passed in the class
Thought our friendship's gonna last
Showed you poems straight from my soul
Now these memories take their toll
Your laughter cuts like broken glass
Twenty years but still can't pass
Those whispers behind my back
Left my confidence cracked
[Chorus]
Can't write without seeing your face
These demons I just can't erase
You killed the kid inside of me
Now my words are locked away, can't set them free
Yeah, my words are locked away, can't set them free
[Verse 2]
Swings creaking in the dark
Your betrayal left its mark
Every time I touch the pen
That day plays out again and again
Trusted you with all my art
You tore my whole world apart
Now these walls I built so high
Keep my thoughts locked deep inside
[Bridge]
Paper cuts still bleeding out
Childhood trauma, filled with doubt
Your voice echoes through the years
Mixed with all these f*cking fears
[Chorus]
Can't write without seeing your face
These demons I just can't erase
You killed the kid inside of me
Now my words are locked away, can't set them free
Yeah, my words are locked away, can't set them free
[Outro]
Still hear your laughter in my head
Those poems that you read
First grade never fades away
These scars, they're here to stay