alertsleep - Euphoria Lyrics

My struggle is chronic
Painted inside a bubble
Puddles juggling sonnets
Its like the suns in my pocket
Denim burning like a barrel of The gun
Spitting flares to the sun
Coughing chairs out my lungs
Sit and stare it is fun
Take a dare and make it numb
Impaired i'm feeling dumb
I'm tearing my outcome
I'm carrying many crumbs
I'm blaring my mental drums
I'm airing out all my hums

Disregard my alertness
Trying to figure out if there is a F*cking purpose
Implement my surface
Surfing on concrete
Impulsive with a purchase
I don't like to ever speak
I used to be nervous
Wishing for telepathy
Closing all my curtains
Darkness i can only see
Acknowledge all my worship
Silence that I can't perceive
Labor that ain't working
Balancing to write my keys
Guidance through the searches
Hidden all through history
Wicked spitting serpent
Inside of me it's hard to breathe
I kept it picture perfect
I'm lying on my love is free
Feeding all my burdens
From the bottom i can only think
Neglected through the service
And the problem is I only sleep
Strolling through a circus
Clowns hide their inner me
Static in my organs
Peanut crushing melodies
To everlasting burning
To help me build my legacy
To ask me if it's worth it
Feeling like a lamb or sheep
A goat is rather morbid
Pulling all my colored sheets
To separate the torment
Powerful when life is mean
Ripping off a door hinge
I'm blind to the love I weep
Shifting through my storage
And asylum I will only peek
Entering an orbit
Sliding down my soulless steep
A meadow of an orchard
Hiding in a room of trees
My medals from my torture