alertsleep - Willie Lyrics

My heart was broken shit Shattered into pieces
My cart my tokens lethargic cuz I'm anemic
Disregard my focus soul Splattered on the ceiling
It's been hard I know it my Money is what i been eating
Play the cards don't blow it cuz i Can know what you're reading
From the start i hold it lose the Grips to my bleeding
In the dark I show it feel the fruit When i'm freezing

But what i feel
The symptoms when i heal
The cards that I deal
Man i never miss a meal
And that's word to my pops
I'm in shock when i knock
When i ran up the stairs
They said he wasn't there
I remember saying "Wake up dad Its not fair" nigga

Auntie say she take me in
Momma said i'ma miss you
I ain't never had friends
But that wasn't the issue
Demons that i'm holding in
Release em when I kiss you
Lost my pops a while back
Its been like 15 years
I damn near had a heart attack
Family shedding tears
Intelligence i always lack
Kept a bridge between my peers
Easy shit i couldn't grasp
Made it a public fear

Now i never talk
You can hear it in my eyes
As if that shit was off the top
Paint a picture in your mind
Picking daises when I walk
Pacifist is my disguise
I always kept that shit on lock
Hold the key until i die
I ain't like to cry a lot
I hid the tears from my sight