Alex Haley - Dopesick Lyrics

Wanna meet for dinner?
Let's do it, I could use another hit
See you standing there and you smile
Tan jacket and I'm in denial
I've not once shot up before
Panic, running out the door
Horse is always there for me
I think you make me a little too happy
She's beautiful when she's in my veins
Always takes the pain away
Strung out for twenty two days
Just a slip, I'll be okay
Twenty hours without you
Feelin' sick, I'm gonna puke
Cold sweats and I've been shaking
The first hit I wish I'd never taken
You said I can't be with you, it's too much time apart
I'm so ashamed that I feel this way, It shouldn't be so hard
To try and kick this habit I started when you waltzed into my life
Broken bones and tear gas, I can't get you off my mind
You pull the rubber off of my own arm
I f*cked up again
You shot me up and now I'm
Ten days in
Ten days of absolute bliss
Not long until I'm feeling sick
Cause you'll leave and leave me numb
I know I'll never find another one