Worse Video (MV)

No I've never felt this much pain before
Took some painkillers to ease it more
But it only made it worse
Oh it only made it worse
Got so high but only felt so low
How I got here, I'll never know
But it's only getting worse
Oh it's only getting worse

I can feel it in my shoulder shooting down my spine
Rocking back and forth I feel it all the time

Can't get up unless I hesitate
These days I find it hard to even think straight
And I'm only getting worse
Oh I'm only getting worse
Should I see a doctor and get some advice
Or should I stay at home to my own device
And watch myself get worse