My head stuck in my bed
Scaring to death my friends who surround me
Not sure if i should let go
No one will know if no one can find me
I've put doubt in my mind
Your hoping I'll find myself in the week but
Not sure if it will work
Oh I tried my best to pick myself up from water
But it's only getting deeper
And oh im driving my head
Into the border into the border
But i'm stuck in the middle
I know I'm on the mend this ain't the end
You've just gotta trust me
I'll try and make this all work
And dig up the dirt that's buried upon me
Odds on i'm gonna be fine, gonna be great i'm gonna be myself
Once more if i just let this go
I don't wanna lose myself so much
That you don't love me
I don't wanna say things
To people who won't stay there by me
I dont wanna find out
I don't recognise the old me
I don't wanna fake it
I don't wanna lose my mind
I don't wanna say it
I don't wanna pick and choose
I don't wanna be the person who is stuck on every move
Every loss and every win
Everything that's in between
It's all blurring into one
Cause i'm stuck in the middle