Tell me it feel bittersweet before I gotta leave again
I made change around the tour, now it's making sense
But in a sense, I simply can't just put aside and just pretend
Brand new apartment with the incense I'd done lost some brothers for they need to go
And make friends Only time I see class is cruising in the
New Benz Had to go set my trends, had to go leave my
Ends I don't even drop the bars now because I
Drop gems I don't even stay inside the mix unless
I get stems I can't even go outside the crib without
My niggas, those are my men Life get crazy when you poppin
Women that I used to know, they keep me on a Polaroid
Couldn't be a father even though I'm soning niggas
That's the reason I've been paranoid A couple problems that we can't avoid
Conversations that we gotta have, I can't ignore it
This new life, I gotta go explore it I got a bag twice, so trust me, I'll be used
To more I'm way different from that nigga that you
Knew before In deeper meanings, I got some feelings that
Keep me up and keep me torn But I still keep it coming when I pour up
Glass of Prosecco and I'm like wallah Enemies disappear when I get em whacked like Tada
Bitches in the high rise, dancer named Tasha She can stay the night but she gotta leave
When the sun rise Even when I sleep, I get no shut eye
Even when I'm leaving, I can never tell you bye-bye
Even on my loud nights, trust me, I get quiet times
Show your hard eyes, when you post, I might go and buy you Prada
Do a lot of sinning but I praise God Brodie, he a Muslim, I've been learning how
To praise Allah, on God
Used to count up 9K, now I split off 9K I know you hate it when I'm feeling low
That's the way it goes, bitches money and rap and my life is on the roads
Constant drama around me, it start to take its toll
But here we are, back of the mains Back when I was just Alex and not the Lex
With the fame Even though you still call me by my government
Name I can never get used to the fact that everything
Changed, yeah And I'm not tripping about the things the
Way they used to be Used to make a fool of me, now they slaving
For the lifestyle That's been coming with my jewelry
Make some choices that you probably never used to see
It's a different time, by looking by my newest piece
I want it all, hard for me to do the least Crucially it's hard for me to keep the peace
Lot of vegans talking loudly, tryna go and spark the beef