Alex Koman - Redefining Isolation Lyrics

Talking to my therapist, who says I'm okay
But guilt from my past keeps me ashamed
We all make mistakes from time to time

Down on myself, keeping the blame
Feeling unworthy like a glutton for pain
The whole church thing didn't work out for me

But if you don't find forgiveness within
The doctor says to make peace with yourself
You might just need a new definition

Got my music, got my video games
Got my TV shows and software to code
Not around people a lot of the time
They call me the cat man, but I'm alright
'Cause I'm changing what it means to be lonely
I'm redefining isolation
'Cause this is where my thoughts are stationed
I don't wander to dark places, 'cause that's where I'm alone

Talking to my parents, who understand
My lack of self-esteem makes me feel I'm not a man
They've both done stupid things too

I keep beating up the younger me
Deserve to be punished for my bad deeds
The Jesus Christ thing didn't work out for me

But if I don't find forgiveness within
I told them to make peace with myself
I might just need a new definition

Got my music, got my video games
Got my TV shows and software to code
Not around people a lot of the time
They call me the cat man, but I'm alright
'Cause I'm changing what it means to be lonely
I'm redefining isolation
'Cause this is where my thoughts are stationed
I don't wander to dark places, 'cause that's where I'm alone

I just need a little ray of light
To make me focus on the moment
That is my current life

Got my music, got my video games
Got my TV shows and software to code
Not around people a lot of the time
They call me the cat man, but I'm alright
'Cause I'm changing what it means to be lonely
I'm redefining isolation
'Cause this is where my thoughts are stationed
I don't wander to dark places, 'cause that's where I'm alone

That's where I'm alone