Alex Ludovico - Back to Start Lyrics

I just watch my life
Fall
Apart
Fall
Apart
Just when I saw it ending
It's back
To the start
It falls
Apart
It falls
Apart
Just when I saw it ending
It's back
To the start

Ever got your dick sucked
Listening to The Downward Spiral
Head Like a Hole I know
That's just how I feel
I'm very Fragile I'm in need of loving
In hotel rooms with these Starf*ckers quite disgusting
This what you wanted ain't it
Leave your hometown westbound
Now you wanna escape it
Really you just another cog up in the matrix
Coke off of mirrors only time you face it
Nigga just embrace it

I just watch my life
Fall
Apart
Fall
Apart
Just when I saw it ending
It's back
To the start
It falls
Apart
It falls
Apart
Just when I saw it ending
It's back
To the start

Everybody close to me
Deep in adulthood
I'm out at 5am
I'm pretending I'm feeling good
My dopamine receptors probably burned out
You see how this good Christian boy done turned out
I can never turn down
Belong to the world now
I'm living life how I like
Like to watch it burn down
What I deserve now
Whiskey triples on my third round
I can't feel much worse now

I just watch my life
Fall
Apart
Fall
Apart
Just when I saw it ending
It's back
To the start
It falls
Apart
It falls
Apart
Just when I saw it ending
It's back
To the start