As the night draws closer, I know that I am not safe
Because the moment there is silence you always find a way back
And I know that there's no point in anything that I try
To save myself from you
Rage. Pain
What do you want from me?
This isn't better than the days before this one
As the emptiness engulfs my soul
I lose my mind
And everything gets caught in this hopeless facade
This always happens to me
Why does this happen to me?
F*ck you, I guess there's no more reasons now
All alone and within my thoughts
Defeated and lost
Then I hear the bastard that f*cking started it all
You can never forget
What lingers in your head
Help me find myself
I cannot take this anymore
The emptiness is slowly taking over
You can't help me anymore
The pain and death is what you'll pay for
Love. Hate
It's all the same to me
I'm losing my mind but why the f*ck do I even need it now?
Meaningless significance
No point in a resistance
Whatever you do will all eventually come back to you
No actions that you'll do
Can suffocate the feeling
Of the loneliness that's killing you
Unless you're f*cking killing me
Because I complete you
And you need me
No matter what happens
While I can escape from you
You can never escape
The other side of you
Help me find myself
I cannot take this anymore
The emptiness is slowly taking over
You can't help me anymore
The pain and death is what you'll pay for
No more, please stop
The dreams and thoughts get worse and worse
And I can't sleep now
Because I can't escape the day that
You have left me
Left alone with my thoughts
And I hear the bastard screaming
It's all your fault
It's all your fault
It's all your fault
But all those f*cking thoughts in my head
Keep me up every single night
(I can't sleep)
I want to claw your face open and rip everything out
(Get out)
Get rid of this memory
(Get out)
And be free for once
(Get out)
Because I can't f*cking take this anymore
(Get out of my head)
I just can't do this anymore
As it gets harder to live a new day
Let me live for a moment
Oh, this small sense of solitude and safety
Keeps the demons away for the night
But it never lasts forever
Because oh, they all come back
And I've told you once before
That there is no point in fighting back
Because you just cannot win
And I'm so sick and tired of all this bullshit
That all amounts to nothing
No matter what I do, you're always there
You never leave
And I can't f*cking breathe
I can't f*cking breathe
I can't f*cking breathe
And in the end he always says
You can never leave me
I'm with you forever