Yo if you're listening to this for the first time
Uh
Just be in a safe space for it
Not to sound like a complete jack ass
But
For that one person
Man
I be hatin' how some of my worst thoughts
Like I'm tryna learn Ninjutsu then given a curse mark
But love how the sauce came from troubled and hurt art
Like Nikki Minaj fame I'm wrappin' through curved Barbs
I've been
Caught in a wire
Live in denial
That I couldn't use this pain to pamper the style
And while I'm thinking that I'm selfish
Someone like final
-ly I know I'm not in Hell and alone and just hiding
Yo
I got you fam it's
Causing me damage
But we'll pursue this struggle then quitting and handing
Another man this
(Pause)
And replayin' it
I gotta focus on my people who wishin' that hammocks
Are in their backyard
Handed a black card
Like my white mans cool but homie
That's ours
Shit we came a long way from lying to lack smarts
To promise he has bars
From lottery scratch offs
Chasin' the quick cash
Then wander through the city find where we could get ass
Nothing hittin' on these women cause once we have been rich
From no car
No crib
Tryna get my dick wet
No money and bitchless
Have you wanna make a mill when you hittin' your late teens
Know that shit'll get rough like rugs that's made cheap
But you're never ending stuck
Running to chase dreams
When you're feeling like "the f*ck"
Something just ain't seem
Right
Til you doing shit forgettin' bout the price
And those women disappearin'
Fumbling saying "Hi"
Thinking of when we tried
Like "of course it's this f*cking guy"
Who really wanted nothing except to see when you climb
-ax it's
Part of my passions
We could finish this conversation over fires in Provence as
The wine glass is
Not the only way that I'll be feelin' up the neck
(Tink)