Say what you wanna say
But honestly I'm so done with life
I don't wanna be here anymore
And I lay like a stone
So emotionless and motionless and now
I don't know what I am waiting for
I don't know what I'm waiting for
Maybe for the words that I wanna hear
It's like a civil war between my heart and my brain
And it's driving me insane and I want to end it all but I'm too scared
Don't you worry, I won't hurt myself tonight
Everything will be alright, I can make it through the night
If you're right there by my side, oh God knows how I've tried
It's the little things that get under my skin and I wanna let you in but where do I begin?
Cause there's so many reasons that I feel the way that I do and it's all cause of you
Nah that isn't true, it's all cause of me
But you'll never see and we'll never agree
I wish you could just understand but you won't so just say what you wanna
Say what you wanna say
But honestly I'm so done with life
I don't wanna be here anymore
And I lay like a stone
So emotionless and motionless and now
I don't know what I am waiting for
Since I was born on the wrong path
Every living second was a big laugh
Disappointment in a person hadn't been so big
Always a kid never treated like a gentleman
What did I do to deserve it?
Everyone know I ain't perfect
But when I look back, I've been through hell to get what I get
I took my car and I swerved it
I took my profits and turned it
I read the game and I learned it
So why am I having this difficult time
With all I done I thought earned it
Two sides of the story at the same time
Suicide or sippin on some red wine
Civil War battling in my brain
Man this is driving me insane
Say what you wanna say
But honestly I'm so done with life
I don't wanna be here anymore
And I lay like a stone
So emotionless and motionless and now
I don't know what I am waiting for
Say what you wanna say
But honestly I'm so done with life
I don't wanna be here anymore
And I lay like a stone
So emotionless and motionless and now
I don't know what I am waiting for