Al'exist - Long Gone Lyrics

I got a right to be mad
Don't tell me smile or be glad
I wish a nigro would try me, try me
I'm barely staying afloat
Go find some methods to cope
Do you still think that you know me?
The old me is

Long gone, long, long gone
If I really wanna be free
I gotta
Gone home, gone, gone home
Just to find the truth inside me
I gotta keep on diggin
Keep on diggin
I gotta keep on diggin
Keep on diggin

When I say no, I mean no
You can't tell me what to do
I think you nigro's is trying me, trying me

They only care when you smile
Then tell you don't when you frown
I hope you don't think you own me
The old me is

Long gone, long, long gone
If I really wanna be free
I gotta
Gone home, gone, gone home
Just to find the truth inside me
I gotta keep on diggin
Keep on diggin
I gotta keep on diggin
Keep on diggin

I gotta keep on diggin
Keep on diggin
I gotta keep on diggin
Keep on diggin

I don't usually do this
I'd sell my soul for some paper in my pocket
That's the mind we go by
Sex, drugs, and copping it
Ain't no other option it's
Shameful that I'm saying this
But chasing dreams isn't on nobody bucket list
And I ain't tryna make a diss song
But I feel a little pissed off
When people start to grow old
Reaching for only no goal
And I feel like I don't know
This life is just so, so
Which road I'll take who knows
Life blows but who cares
The only reason I'm going to college cause my parents went there
I can barely make a solid decision on clothes to wear
It was just a month that went
Where I was just raising my hand just so I can take a piss
And now I gotta choose a Major where my life will exist
Life has got me funked up
Yeah I said it
But maybe I have lucked up
I ain't an idiot
I'm just speaking thoughts but
Nobody sees that they are