Alfonso Conspiracy - Agnostic Lyrics

I guess I'll tell you from the start, how I came to be
This f*cking misery that's built up inside of me
I am a world built from death and decay
But a world is a world and you can't take that from me
Oceans rising, anxiety rising
Oceans rising, guilt f*cking rising
I've had enough of myself, I've had enough of you
I've had enough of my life, enough to see this through
I am a world built from haze and heartache
And the structures inside me, have started capsizing
And I don't know if I believe
Oceans rising, anxiety rising
Oceans rising, guilt f*cking rising
I built a forest from the seeds you planted in my head
If I'm such a burden then why are you still here?
I built a life of lives, I built a goal through spite
I grew a parasite that spiralled out of control
I am a world built from situations in my head,
I'm a walking front line
Why's it so f*cking easy to fall in love?
But so hard to cope with it?
And why can't all of the memories die with your love?
It's all I had to hold onto, but now it's gone
Oceans rising, anxiety rising
Oceans rising, guilt f*cking rising
I made a world from dust, connected pieces with lust
Built from the fact I was never good enough
And though you try, you can't take away the fact that
I am a world
I made a world from dust, connected pieces with lust
Built from the fact I was never good enough
And though you try, you can't take away the fact that
I don't know if I believe
I don't know if I believe
I don't know if I believe
I don't know if I believe
I don't know if I believe