Ali x - Hate Myself Lyrics

My heart turned cold
Can't find my love for you
It's dead and gone
Baby we both know it's true
I've been so lost inside your eyes
Couldn't see what on your mind but now I know
I know our house can't be a home
It's like you like
The way
I beg for love
If I was you girl I would hate myself
And girl I'm done
Told anyone who would listen
Word around town
They saying my mind is missing
Haven't got a around to have them refill my prescription
Doc I'm off my meds can't make responsible decisions
I done called your phone
Bout a
Thousand times
Feel my anger grow
When you
Hit decline
I've been home alone
Watching paint dry
Hoping one day that you might change your mind
I see dead people
At least she dead to me
Always in my mind don't got no privacy
Feels like what you want is always out for reach
Why can't you just tell me what you want from me
Something about your smile just feels off to me
Can't buy love with money don't mean love is free
I don't want your love without your loyalty
Love without trust isn't love to me
And
I'm better sleeping on my own
Only love I've ever known
Can't admit where I went wrong
Baby I've been moving on
Never thought we'd break our bond
Stole my heart sound the alarms
It's not save inside your arms
And I didn't want to write a song
Cause I didn't want anyone thinking that I wasn't strong but
I guess I was wrong cause
I'm having trouble moving on
Isn't hard to see that you ain't someone I should want back
I already know that
My heart turned cold
Can't find my love for you
It's dead and gone
Baby we both know it's true
I've been so lost inside your eyes
Couldn't see what on your mind but now I know
I know our house can't be a home
It's like you like
The way
I beg for love
If I was you girl I would hate myself
I've been so lost inside your eyes
Couldn't see what on your mind but now I know
I know our house can't be a home
It's like you like
The way
I beg for love
Only you could make me hate myself