Alice Change - SILLY BRAIN Lyrics

I know I'm hard to be around
Wanna be loved
But I guess I'm just a big problem
Wish I would feel completely nothing
'Cause you're laughing
As I'm hitting the rock bottom
If life's a happy party
I've never been invited
If youth is so delightful
Why am I not excited?
You say that's all in my hands
And I just overreact
I bet that you've never felt
Like an irreparable defect
Silly, silly brain
Making me insane
It's a never-ending story
I screw up and then say sorry
Silly, silly brain
Deals with lots of pain
Yeah, things will probly worsen
I don't feel like a normal person
Any-anymore, anymore
Any-anymore, anymore
Silly, silly brain
Silly, silly brain
(Silly brain)
Yeah, every time I leave my house I feel like I'm an alien
So embarrassed and so overwhelmed
Oh my god, what a waste - spending all my young days
On the drama and hating my body and face
On the crippling anxiety, all cries and begs
Fear of society, having no strength
To get out of my bed for just washing my hair
Always hungry for love, always needy for care
Staying infantile child, being constantly tired
It's not that existence that I so desired
Hearing that I'm just lazy and don't even try
But I was born this way and this way I will die
Silly, silly brain
Making me insane
It's a never-ending story
I screw up and then say sorry
Silly, silly brain
Deals with lots of pain
Yeah, things will probly worsen
I don't feel like a normal person
Silly brain
Making me insane
It's a never-ending story
I screw up and then say sorry
Silly, silly brain
Deals with lots of pain
Yeah, things will probly worsen
I don't feel like a normal person
Any-anymore, anymore
Any-anymore, anymore
Silly, silly brain
Silly brain
Silly, silly brain
Silly brain
Silly brain
Silly brain