You never would've dumped me
If I hadn't cut the rope
Even though you never loved me
You wouldn't ever let me go
I spent every night dreaming
Of a better life
But the thought of me being happy
Was enough to chain me by your side
It became obsession
I could always feel your eyes
I was your possession
And I started to decline
When I turned a corner
You were always there
Every day a living horror
While caught in your love affair
And I
Still don't know why
For how bad you treated me
There was never a reason
Sometimes
I'm still petrified
As if a small piece of me
Never ever had said
Goodbye
Ooh, ooh-oh
I was kept on a tight leash
I was under your control
I tried calling the police
But you always took my phone
Sometimes I'd hear you scheming
In the middle of the night
My life had no meaning
A caged bird never meant to fly
I lost all sight of heaven
Not destined for paradise
I fell into depression
All I wanted was to die
My life became disorder
One of which I'd never repair
And you were the author
Of my despair
And I
Still don't know why
For how bad you treated me
There was never a reason
Sometimes
I'm still petrified
As if a small piece of me
Never ever had said
Goodbye
Every night a waking nightmare
A product of your design
I gotta find a way out of here
If I was ever gonna make it out alive
And I
Still don't know why
For how bad you treated me
There was never a reason
Sometimes
I'm still petrified
As if a small piece of me
Never ever had said
And I
Still don't know why
For how bad you treated me
There was never a reason
Sometimes
I'm still petrified
As if a small piece of me
Never ever had said
Goodbye
Ooh, ooh ooh-oh
As if a small piece of me
Never ever had said goodbye