Alison Sloan - Weeds Lyrics

So this is what I get for running blind?
I don't wanna lose something that's barely been mine
Let me hold on for a while
I can make me perfect, just give me some time

And I know I've said it for a while, a while
But I'm sober now, this time I swear it's final

Tell me it's easy, tell me it's often
Tell me I'm better than I've ever been
Tell me I'm okay, and in the morning
Tell me that I never went home with him
F*ck the honesty
Honestly, it screws me over
I'm falling in
And out of love with it
I'm falling in
And out of love with it

I'm sick of losing people all the time
I don't wanna lose the friends that've barely been mine
And I was anxious all the time
How could I sleep with your demons in my mind

I know I did it to myself, yeah I know
But I'm drunk off you, and if I don't wake up it's fine, oh

Tell me it's easy, tell me it's often
Tell me I'm better than I've ever been
Tell me I'm okay, and in the morning
Tell me that I never went home with him
F*ck your honesty
Honestly, you screwed me over
I'm falling in
And out of love with him
I'm falling in
And out of love with him

And you got your rain from someone else
You drowned in girls that helped themselves
Unspoken weeds below your belt
Sunflowers crying out for help
I'm crying with the sky above
Got cloudy eyes from stormy love
You've got me wilting in the dust
Sunflowers never meant too much

Tell me it's easy, tell me it's often
Tell me I'm better than I've ever been
Tell me I'm okay, and in the morning
Tell me that I get to start over again
You broke the trust in me
And honestly, you screwed me over
I'm falling in
And out of love with him

So this is what I get for loving blind?
I don't wanna lose the boy that's never been mine