Tried to give a damn
So I won't fight
Hiding in the basement
Just for one night
Don't seem to care
If I will ever stop
Waiting for the moment
For me to stand up
Think I'll never be
The one you'd like to see
But I don't really care
As long as you're not there
I don't really want you there
You know I want to
You know I need to
I'm living a lie
Tried to be someone else
Is it all worth it
I couldn't tell
Be the right one
Forget 'bout the past
Everything is good
Now give it a rest
(You know I want to)
Think I'll never be
(You know I need to)
The one you'd like to see
(You know I want to)
But I don't really care
(You know I need to)
As long as you're not there
I don't really want you there
I don't want to be your friend
I want it
I want it
I want it all
I want it
I want it
I want it all
Losing my mind
Feel the shame inside
I want to get it over with
My eyes are open wide
Knock out the fever
I can't have it all
Be bigger then the rest of us
Or die feeling small
(You know I want to)
Think I'll never be
(You know I need to)
The one you'd like to see
(You know I want to)
I don't really care
(You know I need to)
As long as you're not there
I don't really want you there
I want it
I want it
I want it all
I want it
I want it
I want it all
I want it
I want it
I want it all
I want it
I want it
I want it all
I want it